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Friday, February 04, 2005

First Day of Bloggin'

There is a moment in your life that you realize that you are not meant for greatness. That one instant that you know you aren’t going to be a movie star, a rock god, or even have that job you dreamed of as a child. Your delusions of grandeur fizzle out and are replaced with reality, this reality, your reality.

Ideals are broken apart and you’re left with opinions. You have accepted the hand that life has dealt you without a fight or a scream. You just wake up in this older body and the dreams you had for it are gone. That feeling of being special is replaced with a feeling of angst and bitterness against the world for not seeing you as you thought you should have been seen. Dreams of riches have been replaced with thoughts of bills and debts and timelines. Your childhood is gone.

It can happen at a different time for everyone.

Mine is happening right now.
I’m 31 years old...and I just started a blog.

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